Thanksgiving Weekend
Holidays have been so bittersweet for the last 3ish years because I have been away from home. But I have already made it my business to be home next year.
After work on Wednesday I went to Costco for no other reason than I am a procrastinator but luckily the lines moved fast and they were still fully stocked.
I'm not gonna lie, I did zero cooking LOL. I dropped off my items and let someone else cook because thats just way too much responsibility for me.
Thursday came and I realized that I had no clue what I was wearing to the living room. I settled for jeans and a shirt. Simple and have me enough space to breathe once I started eating.
Thanksgiving morning was a complete fail. Tried to go hiking at four different places and they were closed, tried to do community service and that was a fail. My mom organized a family zoom call so that was the only successful thing about Thanksgiving morning.
Josh and I went to my coworker turned friend house where Louisiana and North Carolina meet so just know the food was fire.
Friday was a chill/ clean day which ended with a night at Dave and Busters. With COVID everything is so different now. Dave and Busters was pretty much empty but I do not mind that at all. No long lines for games and not too many people in your personal space. Ya'll know I'm slightly anti social.
Fast forward to Saturday we went to Bellows where my friend had rented a cabin. Bellows is a vibe. It's quiet and private which allows you to do your own thing.
Sunday I went to the Aloha Stadium for a swap meet that they have every Saturday and Sunday. It was my first time going so it was pretty cool. I underestimated how much time I needed to browse the hundreds of vendors and I most definitely wore the wrong shoes.
I then babysat my favorite 5 year old. Let me just say one thing. Babysitting really is the best birth control out there.
But he gets brownie points because I fell asleep and he let me sleep and stayed right out on the couch with me. Watching Disney of course. #bestbabysitter
I'm back....again.
Here we are 6 almost 7 months into the year and I have not published a blog post & honestly I have no regrets. I think we all can agree that 2020 has been a rough 6 months.
I have about 4 blogs written but I’ve just been way to scared to post them. For the last 6 months A LOT has happened. Some good things and some bad things but that’s life. Just know that I did my first BIG girl thing and I’m so damn proud. I will share when the time is right. But also will the time ever be right LOL.
I am currently struggling with over sharing but the things I have experienced are “normal” and things happen. And to be completely honest I think I’m scared. Not because I’m scared of how people will react but scared of letting everyone know so much about me.
I started this blog because I felt empty. I felt broken. I felt sad. I also knew that those broken and empty feelings I had once experienced sure didn’t start with me and they definitely would not end with me. I knew that I wanted to share my feelings and also possibly help someone else.
Quarantine for me started around March 20th. Which was something that I didn’t know I needed. I was working two jobs and had become completely burned out. I had no time to do things that I enjoyed and the only time I seen my friends is when we were at work. I began to work from home which lasted for about 2 months. My other job had completely closed. Hallelujah.
At first I hated working from home but then I soon realized that all the things I had no time for I had time for now. This was me being grateful. I posted a video about how I’ve been practicing gratitude (CLICK HERE) and honestly this is what got me through quarantine. Being on “lock down” was different. The world we once knew had completely changed within a few days. Stores were closed, people went crazy over toilet paper, masks in public had become mandatory, and anyone who coughed were scared that they would get side eyed.
My time has been spent doing things I enjoy:
· Spending a lot of time outdoors (hiking, beach, going on walks)
· Laying on my couch in my undies
· Being able to talk to my friends and family more
· Giving myself pedicures while also saving a few dollars
· Trying new restaurants
· Reading
· Buying myself flowers
· Eating cuties (those little oranges)
· Watching Dave Ramsey lol
Since I’ve had this extra time I am unsure whether or not I will return to my second job. Money is nice but my happiness is worth so much more. I guess we (me and you guys) will have to see!